composed in response to Diane Glancy reading from The Dream of a Broken Field
Drove 900 miles though I did not know sumac groves. Through the night solace – I still had nowhere to go – the transport trucks like lead animals. Nocturnal, all things a man I never really liked – a long handle pulling a relationship I didn’t really see, a welt pointed inward like fuel.
My mother an exit, no visible proof of island in black house, a smut in sea-frame
bumping against continent. I used twigs, steady towards expectation, towards the sea, my sister.
Heard sentence celebrating fish like outlet. Must have been beginning of story
because I was drawn to words I didn’t know how to hide, make dependent.
I was still alone though I was with other fish in closet. I was kept in a book between sleeves. My sister cause of this kept sugar.
I needed to let her go, pushed her into ocean. I burnt her at
stake. Over my shoulder, she raised up her bulletproof vest, her own hardy fragment towards future.
Sonata
by Ching-In Chen
Ching-In Chen is the author of The Heart's Traffic and recombinant, winner of the 2018 Lambda Literary Award for Transgender Poetry. Chen is also the co-editor of The Revolution Starts at Home: Confronting Intimate Violence Within Activist Communities and Here Is a Pen: an Anthology of West Coast Kundiman Poets. They have received fellowships from Kundiman, Lambda, Watering Hole, Can Serrat and Imagining America and are a part of Macondo and Voices of Our Nations Arts Foundation writing communities. Their work has appeared in The Best American Experimental Writing and Troubling the Line: Trans and Genderqueer Poetry and Poetics. A poetry editor of the Texas Review, they teach creative writing at Sam Houston State University. www.chinginchen.com